Let There Be Peace Within

I dont understand many things... that's just who i am and i am not bothered by all of them.. just some that dig so deep it hurts. Why do i find myself knowing more shit about other people then about myself.. why doesn't anyone bother with sharing them with me? Is that my fault? Is it their fault? I guess it depends... right? Right? Like why do i care if someone got dizzy on a flight to somewhere yet you can't tell me something as simple as i have something in my teeth or something as grave as perhaps someone so close to me is suffering such dark soul eating pain... WHY!? selfishness? I think so. So sad seriously... makes you think about so much about who you have surrounding you...heartbreaking to say the least. I am searching for some peace and so much love towards this person and us so we can help to alleviate and move forward with life with our head SO high!!